Willing or willful?

When it comes to new things are you willing or Willful?

Willing to try something new and not be perfect the first time. Willing to give yourself a chance.

or

Willful and resistant. Stubbornly refusing to accept changes. Stubbornly holding the opinion that it will not work or will not last. Kicking and screaming until exhausted and finally realizing that life goes on without you.